So, we have survived the weekend.I can't believe it's almost here. I made the reservation for our room...a nice 4 star hotel for me and the hubby to get a good night's sleep. Maybe a nice brunch tomorrow as well. I need to be as relaxed as possible for tomorrow!
I couldn't relax or rest all weekend. I finally heard from our nurse yesterday (Sunday, day 3). We had 6 embryos that were 8 cell on day 3...that's the best we could hope for! My little embryos are already over achievers! I am sooo proud. It's also amazing how attached that I already feel to my little "embabies"...how am I going to feel about freezing some of them? I don't know. To me, they are already like 6 of my little "Libby's", and I hope that one day I am able to hug each and every one of them!
Now, the important decision is how many to transfer tomorrow. One or two. I am nervous about the potential impact of twins on my family, especially Libby. Having a new baby is already going to be a HUGE change for her, I don't know how she will cope with two babies. Also, how will I cope with two babies? I have a new job, Brad's leading church music, and we already hae a very busy little princess at home. We have both been praying very hard about this decision, but there are so many things to consider. If I am pregnant with twins, I will have to stop work pretty early, and I know that Brad and I cannot really afford for me to be out of work for that long. However, I don't want to do anything to jeopardize my little family. After all, pregnany is such a short period of time, then we have the rest of our lives to enjoy our babies!! So much to consider. I am just so thankful and blessed that God has brought me, Brad and my babies this far!!
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